I forget the Macedonian word for exist
I forget the English word for uzivanje
Forget the Macedonian word for childhood and English word for ljubomorna
Macedonian word for lettuce and English for zacekogaš and trendafil and zamiclete
Silly girl,
The seas border has made you forget who you are
Back home, everyone plagued by politeness
Etched into their tongues; zdravo, kako si, dobro utro
Here
Complete silence
Dissolve
I want to go home
Struggle
I want to go home
Loss.
Don’t you realise
You get to be ungrateful
You get to have a future beyond the seas border
Do you even understand what was lost to bring you here
What was lost, for you to find yourself